Who Am I?

my identity. it should not be based on what I wear, how I look, what my past is like, whether I have failed, or even the ministry that I serve in church! My identity should be in Christ Jesus! He crowned me with glory, clothe me in righteousness and before that washed me clean with His blood. now isnt that amazing. I am a queen. I am the daughter of the Most High. I am the bride. I am engaged! I should not be following how others dress by copying every single clothes they have and wear. I should wear what I like and how I like. clothes do not define me (hopefully a little), who cares if my past isnt smooth, that would be kinda sad, don ya think? my identity should be joy, peace, self-control, patience, faithfulness, gentleness, love, kindness and goodness. yes there are times that what the actress wear is so appropriate and sweet and lovely but that should never be the reason you want to buy that particular blouse, skirt or dress. You buy it because you need it. its not must have, its a need. no wonder when a woman buys a clothes, its never enough. I know why its not enough. its because we rely on clothes to define us. if we dress smart, we are smart, if we dress in short mini skirts, that woman is not decent. there needs to be a middle. do not overdress and rely on clothes to define you and at the same time do not dress sloppishly that still may define you as someone who does not know how to look after yourself. I love clothes. I have got to stop copying what movie characters wear. as a matter of fact, I do have the clothes that somewhat they wear. if that is so, that is great! but I should not let clothings get a hold on me. buy what is needed not wanted. how i look. i may only be 5 feet 4. but who cares, I like my height, I love my weight of 55kg. my biggest asset is my bum. I am pear shaped as some would say it. But what can I say but that is how God made me to be. there is nothing to complain or whine. I love the way I am created. I may have a small top, but that can be covered with suitable clothes. i do not have to worry about cleavages and stuff. I still am able to wear nice pretty dresses and tops. so nothing is wrong with me. God indeed has created my wonderfully and beautifully. my ministry, whether behind the scenes or right upfront, all should be for the King of kings, the Lord of lords. God has put His people into ministries to help them grow personally, bless others outwradly and to serve Him upwardly. no matter what, its a blessing. its not a job. if a ministry is taking your time from God, its not a ministry, its not a blessing. as a matter of fact, God will take that ministry away. so who am I? I am the child of God. a daughter, a princess, a queen, a bride, a servant, a priest, a messenger. I am so glad I am His child :)